AFRICA

I feel like all I have been doing is waiting for the day to come when I am finally on that plane! The thoughts of leaving have been constantly on my mind.  I have been looking back at journal entries that I have made over the past years and there was one that really stuck me so I thought that I would share it....

June 28, 2ooo

Today went good for the most part.  I was able to get stuff done around the house and clean my car.  The message really moved me tonight it made me realize that I want to go! I want to stand up and run out that door I am ready and willing and I just need to do it.  I need to stop talking the talk of going and actually go I really need to start running towards the door, the time has come and I want to move forward.  I want to and need to.  I want to take your love for me to the next level. I want to know you more. 

Wow was all I kept saying after reading this If I look back at what I have done over the years since this journal entry I think that everything that I have done and learned as brought me to where I need to be to leave.  I am not saying that I am perfect and that it will be easy but I am truly ready willing and able.  I have the support of family and friends and that means the world to me.